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Irritating

2009-08-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Kinda fed up with the nonsence going on in this blog.. Blogger should fix this. I can't post anything cept words.
Going to the dark side, WP.
Soon at least, after i edit a skin

OP JAW

2009-08-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

OverPowered Jaw.. lol weird title... been super vexed after the visit today. Can't really blame father for not wanting to pay for my OP since i did miss alot of appointments. But still, gonna save till i get enough to do the OP with my own cash. Working in the process.
Sadly, means no more rides to school. Gotta get 8k by years end. Dunno how in the world i'm gonna do it. Hopefully consults from other doctors can help lesson it. It's about 8k but i pray damn hard tomorrow when i call my dentist it's gonna be way less.
Have no idea why i'm so vexed over this. I totally lost my train of thought. God please help me, Friday's review and i only have drawings, no color stuff. PLEASE I NEED HELP.
Talked to some people about my problem, even my long lost class mate is praying for me. Don't wish to bother some people that are busy of late. I hope they understand.

Lost to a sea of Procrustination and Ignorance.

BLeh ~

2009-08-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

Minds been really bad off late. Gonna finish up my work after dinner.
No more questions from people :D. At least it cleared up my mind abit, although i still stare into blank space and think of things. Random thoughts. Super Jumpy. Like i don't remember half the things that have happened. I need to get my memory checked ~
School's been good so far. Hopefully i pass this last one ~ Can't wait to move on to digital.
Got a job that pays 7 + Commission during the holidays, not bad considering that i didn't go looking. It kinda looked for me. But sadly there are no other vacancies.
Got about 4 more hours before i sleep, think i'll sleep earlier today.

I wonder how far i can push someone ~ I've tried in the past, but again. This is a new enviroment.
I feel that the place i'm in is really opinionated but no one has enough guts to make a statement. They just blindly follow, listen, and just wallow in their grief and unhappiness when its all over.
During the first week of Studio Project, the last one thank god !, i felt like there was this feeling. Some don't like group work, some just want to be ahead. Others are just blindly following. There's no own thought, just whoever whose talking's thought. Stress is getting to everyone as i see it. YY's not doing too well either, ate lunch on the day after her bday with her. Can see that she's not really happy, don't know if that's the right word to use. Met with Phy also, she's not doing too well either, stressed to the max also with her school work and stuff.

Week 2's coming up. Can't wait to get this over with. Now i'm looking on each day and forcing myself to progress. I don't wanna fail this. Everyday its just another milestone and me telling myself its getting closer to the deadline

Long time since i've blogged, ranted, complained, expressed.

Again, week 1's been crappy. Had been bombarded with so many questions that now i'm clueless. At least everyone's organized.
Was an ass on Monday, everyone who was not supposed to lead were leading, those who knew what to do silently sat by and watched. Can't say that i ain't guilty of that. But if they were like me, i feel... High, happy, satisfied when people are in grief. It's like the other side of me is coming back ~ It just puts a smile on my face. And after that i don't remember what happened. I just lose track of the time my other side takes over.

Two words to describe what you're doing. Mine are, Lost and Confused. What's yours?

Long Weeks...

2009-08-22T12:41:00.001+08:00

Passed the first consultation period, wasn't really happy. More of a glad, satisfied feel.
Guess i was thinking of not doing this at all. SP1 is horrible.
2 More weeks to go and i have 2 days to do out 5 thumbnails. It's as though i live for work and don't have a social life.

Church | Work | Past

2009-08-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

Went out with my 2 da jie's and Shina and SY today... was kinda ok cos i got to catch up with them~~
Gonna try and get Yiling to church D: Not that i have been going to my own. I still think that my church needs alot of correcthing before i bring people in. Not that it's that bad but i don't want to give off a wrong impression if they don't fit in.
Did up a video for the ad spoof, can't seem to upload the damn thing cos the internet's a bitch of late. Was about Ahmad and Fauzi making really funny faces when we were at peirce reservoir.~~
Was asked about the stuff i like to do, or used to do with the dudes. <3 you guys | Moe, Indian, Tan, JW, Seth, Chua | You guys were the best when we hung out, went LAN, Raped NOOBS, Did stuff that i cannot mention here.
Hope to see you guys in the near future and may we hang out once again

<3

2009-08-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

Lots off free time and yet no time at all... I haven't blogged but will soon..

Broken...

2009-08-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

Finally, got a break :D can move on to do what i like :D.
Gonna redo the class blogskin.
Gonna get my ass back to church.
Gonna meet new peeps.
Gonna enjoy life at Iluma.

Hope i can get all these done :D at least before next monday... Gonna rest up also :D most important of all..
School's great, My Arrogance is lingering back, i feel it. Gotta keep it in check. Friend's are all burned out

Yesterday's thawning session was ok i guess, we did finish our work so i guess it was worth the trip. Nothing much to talk about the trip, Was with SY YY Fauzi. Learned some stuff, and yea talked and chatted with the guys / gals.

Fun Fun stuff..

These brown eyes will break your heart !

WORRKKKK!!!

2009-08-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Went okie today :D Did work, some, sorta haha... Just like rough sketches today :X Was uber hot, can't really do much. Was like under this shelter which was damn damn hot. Before that, i came down with Zira. Saw like these 6 indians at the shelter. Just shouted to JH, YY, SY. DUDES NEW FRIENDS? :D
After that, this dude came up and it went something like this....
Dude : Can i share this shelter with you?
Me : Yea sure, how many ya got?
Dude : I got 6
*Phone Rings*
*Dude turns away w/o saying excuse me*
*I look away*
Dude : So how can?
*I cont looking away*
Me : Nah i dun feel like sharing

I feel good :D

Creationism

2009-08-08T19:41:00.001+08:00

Came across something, thought it quite cool haha :D

Presentation INtergrated

2009-08-06T23:35:00.004+08:00

Just noticed this is the only thing with images i posted, anyway, it's what i presented for the project. Haven't blogged or touched a computer game for the past few days, feeling damn sadded!

After doing this i see some of the people in our class, their true colors. Haiz can't say i'm really happy about it. It's just off from what we saw during the beginning.. I see lots of crap going around and i'm not really happy i must say.

Talked to the dudes on monday, talked to them for 2 hours and ate dinner with them. I feel i somehow wasted my time. Although i really meant what i said, i felt that it was when the clan was talking to me when i was trialing back then. Weird i guess haha.

The other 2 days Tues and Wed were spent watching frag vids, vids, documentries and other random vids. Super depressing when i saw the med vids... Sick stuff... Babies with like mouths in AVP and dudes with no ribcages so his whole chest moves when he breaths and other stuff..

Anyway, with just a short 4 min presentation, i can see that
1 - everyone liked it
2 - i can say i did my best in that time frame
3 - the teachers liked it
4 - i wish i had more time.
The first comment i got was that it was very very good :D the only other group was the really random group which somehow was a really good mix of talent i feel. I couldn't say i finished it off cos i was cut off half way by andrew :/ But nonetheless if he had let us finish, he wouldn't say that " you need to talk about YOUR thoughts ". we would've explained it. Was great nonetheless!

I saw it coming...

2009-08-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

Can't really say i didn't put myself in this situation. I shouldn't have listened to him gotten her. Damn pissed with myself cos i knew we needed 5 people for our work but yet i allow him to have his way and stopped when we had 4 members. Gawh Kenneth your suppose to have good planning skillz.
Working with this handicap is really crappy, i'm feeling the full force of this now.
I'm trying my freaking damndest to help people yet i can't help myself.

Black - Black - - Black

Sundaee

2009-08-02T13:58:00.001+08:00

Haiz, working on my own with her. Done withe everything cept the intergrated assignment. Can't wait to get this over with. I can't help but feel happy for the rest, at least they're getting stuff done.
Can't say that i don't judge myself sometimes, maybe thats why i have this. My mind constantly tells myself not to do this or that but my alter just tells me to be a fag. Maybe thats why i still keep this. I can feel this aura in class now adays people keeping stuff from each other. Then again who would blame them.
Been thinking about what i'm doing. Back to what i was, Judgemental, Schemish, Heartless, call it what you want. Thats what i felt i was then. I thank you dudes at Nuts for helping me change but sadly some of the old me remains.
I think i would fail trial if i trialed for you guys again.
I can't say i'm the most hardworking, but i can say i keep myself in check. Blame me instead of the others. At least that's what i try to achieve. Again i sometimes can't help myself but i know i'm a fag at times.
I know i have pissed some people off and I don't ask for forgiveness, just understanding.
Help me.

Work and Discipline - Ladies and Bear

2009-08-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

Aye they both go hand in hand. I can't believe i actually have more discipline then some dudes in my course.. One would think that i have none lol. But i think being in this course has thought me some and in the clan has thought me even more.
Having some political discussion on skype now. I dunno why but i feel this same feeling i have with Far, this give up and screw them over kinda feeling. I don't wanna be a fag and drop the group and do it on my own, but we're getting no where and everyone's not on frequency.
The groups great, the things that are happening are not. We all can work yet some of us don't have the same karma.

My shield's so round it puts the ladies' curves to shame

Meeting... GM

2009-08-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

General meeting was ok today, went on like for over an hour. Madness i must say. See-ing all the new members, can't believe i'm a senior lol. SPIIIDERR ! Everyone knows about it haha.
Was awesome today, even my COD4 is coming back to me slowly. Gotta keep myself practicing and my work done.
Wore a black attire with a pink tie today for presentation, kinda funny haha. Got comments that i looked good :X haha.
Played quite a fair bit of games today, can't wait for tomorrow !
Gonna go for discussion :D Somethings are going my way, somethings aren't. Dad asked about her today. Didn't know what to tell him :X cept that he read my facebook GAWH. At least i know he's concerned ! Hope he does well for Blackshot ! JIAYOU DAD ! I hope to play with you again some day in the same division.
Mixed feeling of happy, sad, curiosity, concern and awesomness :X lol

What's terrible is to pretend that the second-rate is first-rate

Blizz Games event

2009-07-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

Aye , can't wait for Friday, tomorrow. I hope i win something on friday :D the prizes so far are awesmone. Anyway, today's been great... Sorta... slept from like 11am to 6pm then woke up.
Saturday we going to meet da jie :D yay . Haven't met her in ages.
Finished my work, most anyway. Gotta just do up the final designs for the rest of my work and i'm done.

Sleepzzz

2009-07-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Wednesday today, won't be sleeping :X will be doing work all night till the next morning. Gotta finish my cartoon sketch and i'm done with most of my work! then gonna start on my DMS stuff with the dudes/dudettes.
Yesterday was kinda fun, saw the clan at Iluma for the event. Played blizz games the whole way till like 1130 then decided cab fare after 12 is super duper expensive, sooo i cabbed down to meet the rest at mac's AMK. The 24/7 one.
Aye watched them doing work all night through makes me guilty lol, or not working hard :X working but not hard, smart :X lool

When we are gone, the only memory i'll have is this moment i have with you.

Posting posting

2009-07-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

Sunday -
Was great :D went out at about 1030 to cityhall and met YY, Yanhao and SY. Met Leanne after that at the National Library, which was packed to the brim with study buddies. Madness, at least 100 students in the morning at 11am. And here i thought we were mad. Walked to NUS after we couldn't find a place, damn it was hot. Everyone was restless and under heat so it was kinda hard to do work although we cooled off first before starting.
Left them at about 2 to go for training. I trained COD4 while they played BS. For once in a long time my score is up there. Highest and lowest deaths. SUPER HAPPY ! Trainging ended with some scrim at 9 when Alice made BT turn off and he was at the pits of the score chart.

Monday -
Not a bad day at all really, HT is sick. WOOOOOOOOO !!! Ownz. As much as i would like her to die of flu, i know i wont pray for that. She's nice somewhere inside. I just don't see that side. Not yet at least. Commskillz was just horrible as there wasn't anything going on cos she expected us to be in leather shoes and a tux or something. Madly formal i must say.
Went to the library to snooze and play before coming home.
Today as i went through the pick 5 members for intergrated assignment, assignment. I almost became the biggest ****** and chose the best for the grouping. But luckily i didn't i managed to seperate some of the better dudes into other groups to help em. I guess i needed to atone for my thought.

Assassin's Creed

2009-07-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

Been playing since morning. GAWH no mood to do work, everyone's sick and i'm getting better :X Somehow i can't help but think i shouldn't even have gone to school on Monday.
Did only a few sketches and thumbnails, no mood to really do work. Been talking to people, can't wait for church tomorrow :D and training not to forget.
Hopefully there's scrims tonight :D

There is no living with thee, nor without thee.

SATURDAEE

2009-07-25T12:13:00.006+08:00

Damn missed training yesterday, totally didn't know that the game was at 8 and my msn was down. Sadded.
Currently having a very bad sore throat and no voice. Can't really talk to anyone haha. Still got tons of work to finish. Die.

NACHOOSSS

2009-07-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

Got my hands on some nachos.. This is sinful... About 1pm now, kinda bored. Was playing Assasin's Creed. Good stuff, the gameplay and graphics are great :D Not a waste of my time at all. Waiting for 4pm to head down to Iluma. Praying damn damn damn damn hard i don't freeze and die there.
NACHOS, eating some now. I hope i don't get sore throat.

The best thing about me, is you.

Homework

2009-07-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

ZOMGWTF, homeworks piling up... Sorta anyway cos i haven't touched any lol. Gonna sleep soon, talking to the class and the guys on vent. Almost forgot to take meds just now :X jia lat. Feel like eating NACHOS D: DAMN !!!
Haiz, what i wouldn't give to eat what i want right now. NACHO NACHOS NAHOOOSSS

The spaces between my fingers are there for you to fill them in.

LUNCH D:

2009-07-23T13:09:00.002+08:00

Its 1 pm, gonna eat lunch... Egg, rice fish and vege... yay... Somethings never change when my grandma's cooking.
Can't really be bothered to start work, getting damn damn damn lazy D: bad bad. Still feeling abit off but better then the previous days definetly.

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.

Sims 3

2009-07-23T10:07:00.002+08:00

Kenneth Vs Sims3

Numb . . .

2009-07-22T19:49:00.001+08:00

Feeling super numb. Can't feel any part of my body. Its like cold numb kinda feeling, the feeling i got when i was back in EVO working 24 hours shifts before i got better pay :X Haiz i really miss working at evo. No Job pays better seriously.
Eating dinner now.. porridge again. Almost done downloading SIMS3, decided to dl games for my mac since i can't play anyway. Use all that good bandwidth.

Broken hearts and torn up letters girl you just can't dance forever.

Rest . . .

2009-07-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

Just rested after my meds. Sweated it out on my bed : /... Just showered. Feeling way way way better now thankfully :D Not really too motivated to work yet sadly. I hope i recover fully.

There are lots smart ideas in books i never read, when she talks to me i wish to hell i had.

Smashed . .

2009-07-22T10:56:00.002+08:00

Woke up when i got a phone call this morning. Luckily , if not i wouldn't have eaten anything. Today i feel totally smashed like every bone in my body is stiff and i can barely move. Took my bout an hour to move to my PC. Inclusive of starting it up and my modem which are in 2 different rooms. GAWH...
Lectures at 3.00pm today, won't be going for it... Would probably die if i did since i gotta move so far.
Gonna eat porridge for lunch.. Munch Munch..

Sleeplessness

2009-07-21T14:05:00.003+08:00

Too tired to do anything, too awake to do something. Possible? I feel totally awake inside but my body feels totally drained to the core. It's like i'm doing things outta per normal responses. If someone says hi, i wave back. Rather then i call the persons name out. My mind is here but the body does other wise. I'm thinking one thing and my body does another.
I'm worried about sleep. When my head touches the pillow and i blackout. All my thoughts suddenly surge together to form this massive idea and my head goes into overdrive thinking about everything and anything. Thinking about what's gonna happen and what has happened. The feeling is really disturbing.
Returned from the doctor just awhile ago, couldn't confirm i had H1N1 or Seasonal Flu bcos the symptoms are the same. Does it really matter? I hope i don't infect anyone else. Got MC for the whole week. Must be really bad.
Your voice is all i need to put my mind at ease.

BERRIES

2009-07-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

Haven't eaten so many fruits in 1 day since i was still a kid with Wila... Really miss her, not having to do anything but call her :D Lazy lolol Munching through my 2nd box of blur berries now.. Chomp Chomp

Tired

2009-07-20T15:16:00.003+08:00

Feeling super sick now. All the nachos i downed over the weekend and the lack of water has created this monster in me. Its tearing me apart bit by bit. Can't really play or do work for that matter.
Thinking about motiffs now. Bleh giving away ideas now i can't think. DAMN ! I'm supposed to be a bottemless pit of ideas. Cmon Kenny. I think this virus is getting to me. Thank God it ain't swine flu if not i'm really screwed.
Did some narrative thingy today, thank God. Caps hahaha.... Luckily Farihin showed me around places to get caps :D THANKS DUDE !

Sick . . .

2009-07-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

I got this comment today that i look really bad when i'm sick, i guess that true since i can't really get a tan and all so i really look super white. Anyway, feeling super dehydrated with cough and fever. Damn i still gotta go to school and there's a match at 2030.
Slept from 3pm to 6pm today, quick short nap. Had the weirdest dream ever. Was me in Malaysia in this mall and i was with a buncha people blocking up this mall with barricades and stuff. I know its crazy and all but i felt i was like in this zombie horror film only thing my minds incharge of everything... Kinda freaking and eerie then my mom woke me up. I think the fever's getting to me.
Ate dinner with Pasta. Did you know that Macadamian Oil is the most expensive oil there is. My dad was kinda disturbed that he used it in the pasta and we couldn't taste it.
Gotta finish up rendering the stuff by tonight. i hope i can.

Randomness

2009-07-19T10:39:00.003+08:00

1040, sunday. Kinda lazy to go to church although i know that i gotta. Gonna head down to Iluma after church for training. Packing my stuff up now. Just got a call :D how convinient, that we're having breakfast instead of lesson rofl. Apparently 1 of the teachers if unwell. Be praying for her.

12am

2009-07-18T23:26:00.004+08:00

Its 2332hrs , cool haha. Just finished Dinner which was salmon and egg along with a bag of nachos and dip... Really great wonder how in the world i don't grow fat seriously. Waiting for COD4 scrims to start.
Updating the stuff, can't really think right now. Posted some really stupid vid by IGn on the blog.

I want this :D

Brutal Legend and Ozzie Osbourne

2009-07-18T20:47:00.004+08:00

Something that i would like to get if i had a console.. Just to see how it plays

Mornin

2009-07-18T11:33:00.003+08:00

Just woke up, no way i can make it in time for the Singapore Flyer for Alice's birthday. I wish Alice a happy birthday and a great thanks for being the Nubs senior taking us under his guidance and helping us greatly.
On that note.. damn free lunch on the Singapore flyer and i'm not going... zzz

Its over...

2009-07-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Just got back, great stuff. As expected Donald left to force Mega to make and official announcement to quit and join JEDI, politics ? i'm not quite sure. Nonetheless, the older members and inactive members are returning again. Like some ressurection.
Anyway, saw all the old nuts came back today, even Shox was there. New stuff we're put inplace but in short, there are 3 divisions. COD4, BS and the casual division.
Won Birdie 3 - 0 for WC3 standard as expected :X not saying i'm good or anything but it wasn't really much of a fight. Games lasted 8Mins, 18Mins, 15Mins. Sad.
Also, i might be going to Malaysia next week for compe. ! I hope i do.

Work

2009-07-17T03:50:00.002+08:00

Its finally done ! i did like the first final one in like 1 min and decided to do another cos it kinda was retarded to finish that fast. Although it looked great in pencil , in markers it just looked like i ran outta ideas... Did my 2nd one but couldn't decide how to shade or color it then did another different in a "quick sketch" kinda manner. took me abt 3 hours, including planning. Not bad i must say, like those kinda dress design sketches kinda way.

Research

2009-07-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Chess pieces - Research for Rascism

Home

2009-07-16T19:40:00.003+08:00

Got home, can't wait for tomorrow. 5 active members left :/ The core Bf.Nubs too, how ironic. Promoted into Nuts and our seniors all left, cept Alice. Exactly 22hours from now, we'll all get to know what's gonna happen to us by the management. Really hope we continue on but sadly with 3 members in COD4 and 2 in BS i don't see how we can. We need at least 10 in each division and yet we are still dividing. Although i don't voice out my opinion i hope they know what they're doing. After all i still love RTS games more then FPS. And i don't see them forming an SC division anytime soon.
Went to school earlier today, wake up calls are always on time :D School went on as per normal and sadly i didn't really do any work at all. Schools like this big epic waste of time filler sadly !
Gonna work on my final piece for the news articles. Sadly everytime i wanna post pictures i'm on my windows which is not connected to the printer D:

Friday Stuff

2009-07-16T10:26:00.001+08:00

Finally concluded on what i wanted for my controversial article, gonna do like one of those motivation signs, 2 male symbols 1 black 1 white. The blacks a devil the whites an angel.
The words
Misconception
The wrong idea of society

7am

2009-07-16T09:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up early, glad i got earphones to listen to my psp which leads to waking me up. 9am, practice COD4? or do my work. Neither. Can't really think although i'm this here typing away. As much as i would like to go back to sleep, i will tell myself not to. Think i'll take a long bus ride to school today, could use some time to ponder.
Really hope i finish my final piece for tomorrow though, i forgot to get paper :X

wtc?

2009-07-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

Got word that Mega jumped to JEDI, we're down to 3 active members since Wombat and Alice are gone to Blackshot. 2 Divisions, 3 in COD4 and 2 in BS. Whats gonna happen to Nuts, i don't know. Mega now into JEDI, the former nuts either gone or are busy. Even Donald is gone.
Everything's gonna clear up on Friday.

The 17th

2009-07-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

Not bad a day really. Is it really bad to know the out comes of almost everything ? i'm glad that sometimes i do not for see certain senarios. But today went out as i expected.
Didn't go for the meet at Bugis, jia lat seriously. Normally i'm the first there, today had different agenda.
Don't really feel empty or sad, just this resonating silence in my head. Thinking of those who really made an impact in my life. Good ? Bad ? being able to silence the negative feelings, a vulcan as indian would say. I've got no idea. Tonights another night where i sleep at 3am and enjoy my time with the guys.

14th

2009-07-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

Went to class really early today, still feeling abit dehydrated. Found out i failed the work for paper cut, like de javu when i was in mr leong's class... Stupid paper cut assignments. Really bad at it haha, or just don't wanna do : / i'm not too sure.
Waited till 3 pm today to only go home coz lecture was cancelled today, kinda ok since i was just chilling so that i would be getting work done tonight :D
Tomorrow's her birthday and i haven't gotten anything... Jia lat...

Clan Matters

2009-07-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

Good day today, other then the 2 sms'es that i got that Donald and Mega are leaving Nuts D: No idea why, gonna find out later when i meet up with the rest after doing my sketches. Haiz i have no idea whats going on these days.
School was great, kinda high today. Must've been too much sugar cos i'm feeling really burned out now. Although i shouldn't say this but i probably will do the work for the group proj. for color theory since we got grouped up today. Gonna do it on my own since the others are kinda clue-less and not really heading in the right direction. Selfish ? yea definetly, but i don't think i have the stamina to teach or help others for now.

Sleep D:

2009-07-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

Its like 2 am and i'm still not sleepin... Playing Pangya like Fats... God damn !
Talking to Zira and Leanna... Gonna sleep and wait for ma wake up call before taking err i mean before i get fetched to school :D lol
Packing all my crap up now anyway lol. NITE D:

Sundaeee

2009-07-12T21:44:00.004+08:00

Damn time passes fast, just came back from training. Sorta, was eating and watching TV before that. Watched some startrek show.. kinda cool the way they imagine people from other planets.
Anyway, Saturday was great i guess :D Started with Lunch with Leanne, who btw didn't even eat her veg let alone the sandwhidge she got D: jia lat. Would like to upload photos of how it looked but i don't have em'
Went for the event which is so-so i guess, cos it kinda sucked that we waited for several hours and stuff but then the people at the booth were fun. Saw a really cute lady at the booth, not from NYP though :X
After that followed gaming with the dudes at Collo, was kinda fun see-ing that Tan's friends were there, and the vending machine dispensed drinks at 50% discount cos it was bugged. Was feeling kinda crappy by the time i got back, didnt even bother logging on other then to check home work for "dear" D: lol.

SUNDAY D:
Was really fun i guess, technically didn't go to church cos i only went there but didn't go for service. Bad bad... Went home to shower after that then went off to Collo to train blackshot, which was only for like an hour then we split up and played w/e. Stood up by Quikz again !!! Couldv'e at least called us D:

Gonna work on my sketches which i have already almost finished then painting for tomorrow which i still have not much of a clue what to do sadly : /

Understanding

2009-07-11T11:09:00.001+08:00

I never actaully realized why my sis always gets annoyed fast, but then after seeing her friends tag her as this. I confirm its not me.

Wakin' Up

2009-07-11T10:40:00.006+08:00

Just woke up and took a shower. First thing that came to my mind was this dude who smsed me happy Bday but i don't have his number rofl. Now logging onto facebook waiting for spam.
Gonna move my butt over to Bugis first to meet Leanne for Lunch. Kinda lazy and don't feel like going, but then again i know i would :X
Just realized the dude who sms me is a dudette. Yay lol, thanx !

Dudette

Hello blessed birthday :D i didn't know you and your sis share the same birthday :D Cool

Thanx ! Srry who are you

Fail ...

DOTA .

2009-07-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

Haven't played DotA in ages, as in we play occasionally some nights, but today's really good. Got really annoyed with Tan cos i really couldn't understand what he was trying to do with the match up. But screwed with the game till he rage quit. Yea me and Fats, damn this is fun haha .

Cake . . .

2009-07-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

As much as i'm trying to give a quite, solem tone for this blog, its kinda hard. Think i'm just gonna post just as my persona is.
Just cut the cake with my sister, really fun stuff. Haven't really gotten a hug from her in ages let alone a picture with her in it. Maybe i'm just stereotyping her just cos i haven't had a good talk with her.
Nonetheless its been great today, haven't really touched work and been enjoying myself.

WEEEE

Only thing that come sto my mind right now :D

Not that i bother .

2009-07-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

Got lectured by my dad just awhile ago, was happily playing WC3 when he called me and asked what i wanted for dinner since it was my Bday tomorrow . Somehow it led to him scolding me on my attitude on no really bothering about my birthday .

We don't spend my birthday eating together anyway, why would i bother about it now . . .

The one comment that turned my dad feral . One thing led to another and i was stuck in this hour long conversation on how what my passion for, which is gaming, design, and web, is just bullshit . Then came Raymond in my mind to give him the fat middle finger, but then again i didn't cos i felt my dad still deserved that much respect no matter how much i didn't like him .

What do you want for your birthday ?

The one question that i have been asked many times off late and never had an answer to . But after reflecting abit, i just want it to be back when i was still in Secondary 3 with Tan and Far and Moe. 4 of us, chilling, hanging out and just doing stuff that was . . . Fun . . . Our defination of fun at least .

Mornin . . .

2009-07-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

Just woke up, played some COD4 . Didn't really get a decent score, sadded . Friday today, waiting for something to come up so i have something to do other then work .
Kinda lazy to do homework . Haven't posted pics, also lazy to do that .
Gonna play something else now, Katrina has school at 3 so i can't really play DOTA till she gets back . Although everytime i play with them DOTA i kinda think my life span shortens by that much . Kinda worse then smoking i think .

H2O

2009-07-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

Feeling really dehydrated, not really in the mood to do much . Might get started on my concept sketches . Although i haven't uploaded pics . Wah damn lazy . Only 3 pieces of homework this week, really slacked out .
2 More days, can't wait . Can't really think of what i want yet, never needed or wanted anything for the past 3 years anyway, 2 or 3 i think . Just a hug from those i love will do, thats all i ask . But sadly my sis wants to spend her time with her mentor and my dad's not really talking to me at all . Only my mom, at least she's the one who treats me the best . <3
Thinking back, i can't really remember the last time i got 1 .

In wonder . . .

2009-07-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finished all my work today . Great that my concept sketches are not bad, at least Ms Lim says so . Gonna elaborate more on my work . Just realized i haven't uploaded my work . Will do it later .

Almost boycotted the YOG thingy . I really felt that we all got cheated by the organizers for they seriously fail at planning .

Talked to Patrick about lots of stuff just now . Could tell that he is at least abit concerned about my well being, gonna show him some respect and go on Sunday before training .

Now home, chilling, listening to music . Might not do any work tonight . Really need to work on a new blogskin .

Cheese ? Cheese Prata ? Either way i don't eat cheese .

Work-less

2009-07-09T10:23:00.002+08:00

Work loads way lesser today, you don't feel the impending need to do anything before the next day comes . The feeling of doing nothing for the week is good .

Another 2 more days to YOG and my birthday . Can't say i ain't looking forward to the day . Always get stuff ! Although what i would really like is to go back 3 years and on that same day of my birthday, skip school and play LAN . Life is care free back then . Just me, Farihin, Kenneth.T, Moses . 4 friends at LAN pwning noobs . I miss them all .

Going to school now, decided to post this cos i had a think back at how i spent my birthdays in the past . Life was better then . Life was fun then .

Concepts, CC

2009-07-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

Done with work . Finally . Finished my work with 4 concept sketches, screw the last one .
Upload some pics when i get onto my Mac .
Too many people's work and websites i looked at before actually doing my work, if not i would've tagged them all .
Tons of ideas everywhere online . However i really liked RudeBoySkunk on his take on rascism, check out his profile and look at his designs . I assure you, you won't be dissapointed !

Work . . .

2009-07-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

It's already 6.17pm and i'm still contemplating about work .
I think i'm really lazy .
Still got at least 2 things to do, Concept sketches and this weeks homework .
Damn i'm lazy .

Been working on clearing up this guys script .
Damn he's messy as hell .
Still ain't doing work .
I'd rather make websites then to do homework, Ironic .

Dental D:

2009-07-08T09:50:00.004+08:00

Got dental today, don't really feel like going though. The thought of having stuff in my mouth and pain doesn't really equate well in my head. Anyway, i almost forgot my birthday was coming. Thanks to my sister who reminded me but in some what negative way.

Dan : Kor this Saturday you going out?
Ken : Why mei?
Dan : Cos if you go out i can go out with Daryl to celebrate...

Top it off, i'm spending my birthday doing work : / ... At least i'm at iluma i guess. Hopefully i escape another birthday with the clan without a wedgie.